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Sunday, 15 February 2009

  • Dedication (solo)

    Here's something I made back in the day in FL. It's been censored for several reasons. Anyways sorry for the spelling errors and if you know how to uncode it then go ahead but you've been warned. Peace out!


    Dedication (solo)

    By: Benjamin Martinez

    Date Created: July, 13,2006

    Disrespecting the underground

    ********** loving bitch

    Goanna end up dead in a ditch

    I know exactly what your about

    I know exactly where your coming from

    Crack dealer of a shit hood

    Keep speaking about your chains and spinning rim’s

    Only proof my point yet again

    -

    A ridicules, worthless hypocrite

    Your up there because of people like me

    Keep bring them fat beats

    we all know where your getting them from bitch

    The underground (right here incident)

    Fucking lying trash talking

    About a bunch of nonsense

    As if you were the only one to have experienced this life’s crisis

    -

    “There’s more to the underground

    Then beef the art put in

    Is sweet”

    -

    And yea I’m from Florida

    Where the underground that runs your shit fucken take’s place

    We open our arm’s to your top ten

    But they wore to idiotic to comprehend

    Got their dumb asses caught during the catch

    If your going to flap then lip’s

    At list make it worth listing

    We all know you’re an incident (just being ignorant)

    -

    I am superior, undefeatable

    You aint never going to surpass me

    Nor anyone I side with

    I did this all on my own

    A gothic, psychotic, punk

    You rubbish runt

    Il be soaring high above with the Phoinex

    While your still thinking of your next dissing

    And I aint kidding

    I assure you a endless struggle to try and take away

    My honor

    I’m be on horror

    A devastation to the ********** association

    Because bitchs like you open there mouths

    And end up getting bet down

    Smacked down

    By an old dirty southern clown

    -

    The Next time you plan on acting cruel

    don’t be tripping when you see us gaining up on you

    Just another drunken, sex addict

    Goanna end up dead just like the rest

    with a hole in your dome

    And another in your chest

    -

    Expensive cars and jewelry

    As if that’s going to protect you from my 9mm

    Id squash you like a bug

    Keep bragging

    I wont even have to worry

    About all that chattering

    Some other Motherfucker is going to pop you

    Because of all that nagging

    You aint even maligning

    -

    exposing your life history as much as you want

    You aint goanna get any respect from us

    We’ve had cruel life’s

    We’ve lost family

    You aint the only one dumb shit

    Fucken left over maneuver from your BS gang

    But you to the test like the rest

    with a bang!

    If it weren’t for us

    There wouldn’t be a you

    You owe more to the ones

    That run beneath the streets

    Then you do to that label your hanging with

    We’d easily make you *Fableless*
    -

    Tripping is what you do best

    If your going to talk about the wicked style

    You’ve better check out the entire ********

    Considering us weak is what your ********** idiots did

    -

    Bitch you have no clue what I’m capable of

    I wouldn’t even leave you for dead

    I guaranty a bloody mess with ***** spread all over the place

    When you see bullets flying

    and your homie’s dropping

    better start running

    Its you were coming to tarnish

    And I aint acting harsh

    This aint some dumb cinematic acting

    I’ve said it once and ill say it again!

    I’m tired of this long distance shit!

    If you have the balls come say it in the fucken face!

    Talking nonsense about some dump ass click

    Bitch ass motherfucker I’ll blow away your hiss

    Your going to loss your life cuz of some stupid diss

    -

    This is only a fraction of what I’m capable of constructing

    If you think your creative your sadly mistaken

    A cheep imitation of true mindful creation

    -

    I am superior, undefeatable

    You aint never going to surpass me

    Nor anyone I side with

    I did this all on my own

    A gothic, psychotic, punk

    You rubbish runt

    Il be soaring high above with the phoenix

    While your still thinking of your next dissing

    And I aint kidding

    I assure you a endless struggle to try and take away

    My honor

    I’m be on horror

    A devastation to the ********** association

    Because bitch’s like you open their mouths

    And end up getting bet down

    Smacked down

    By an old dirty southern clown

    -

    *I’ve Censored the final lines SORRY*

Thursday, 12 February 2009

  • to Be Announced

    This is something I thought me and a friend could try and pull off. Let me know what you think about it.

     

     


    BEN:
    I want to show love to you baby.
    I want to feel your presence.
    Can’t you feel this burning sensation?
    It’s driving me crazy.

    HANAN:
    Moments of eternity have driven by
    Yet time stands no chance with you and I
    Forever will your hand entwine with mine
    Through the darkness our love will truly shine

    BEN:
    You speak with words that band the laws of physic.
    Your whispers swipe away my weeps and lights the weight that binds me.
    But I'm afraid it can’t bring us together and this leaves a sense of danger.
    Ever since I can remember our light hasn't brought us together.

    HANAN:
    Many times I have tried to rekindle our love,
    but my tries slip through my fingers
    such chances have passed
    and I am at the moment of sorrow

    BEN:
    Do not let your emotions blind you
    What I said are words that can't be tumbled
    I'm sorry if I have cost your heart trouble
    But in this state I can no longer Ignore the needs of physical value.

    HANAN:
    I have felt your last loving embrace
    your finally tender kiss
    these moment I will never forget my love.
    These moments shall live in my heart till I breathe my very last...

Sunday, 31 August 2008

  • I don't know who will read or even comment on this but anyways her i go.

    This is a post about something my sister would tell me when i was only like 7. I was a pussy cat and wouldn't sleep alone because of what I saw on The Discovery Channel about aliens. Anyways she (my sister) would tell me every other day that I wasn't her brother but an alien. I was so trust worthy of my sister back then that I believed her. So I would get freaked out because I was scared of aliens like crazy. So the though of being an alien was like freaky. And this didn't help me out at all because I though, What if the aliens come to take me back? I couldn't bare the fear so I would go night's with out sleep. I'd head to the bath room and never sleep. lol

    I think this is a silly thing that happen to me in my life. I just felt like sharing it. I'm sorry for my bad writing skills. I know theres a rule to paragrahing. But yeah anyways I hope you enjoyed an any comments are welcome.

     I eventually found out it was a lie and she was only joking with me. Which we still have laughs about to this date.

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